By:Tina Vaughn Glover
This poem has been claimed by me Tina Vaughn Glover!!!!
"Best Friend From So Long Ago"
As I have wished time and time again that thing's wasn't said or done to end our 17~18 year friendship but it had to be because we thought we was only good enough for each other but over time I don't know what happened then I moved so far away you had another friend swooped in and took my place forever more..
Now you've changed so have I we're on different paths of our lives and so many things and fights that can't be forgotten but I guess it was for the best to go our separate ways....
The pain of losing a long time friendship with you was it kill's me to know someone else has filled my place....
I will never ask you to choose because let's be honest since your back on my Facebook page hell we have said only a few words to each other and hell that cuts me right down to the core...
But life is short and my time isn't long until I'll be gone because of my disease let's be real and I know that I'll have to accept this for what it is and nothing but a friend that I cared for and also called my own sister...
Now life has our own personal journeys picked for us but in the end I wasn't what was real or you needed because I'm not good to any body because I've got to conquer and defeat my own disease inside of me before I try to make anyone ever understand the real ll me..
I guess the real me will never return as I'm only a damaged chiarian who has decided to push all people away even my own family to because I know death is a phone call away for me...
So many times I contacted you by emails and tried to call but hell I forgot the number to you...
Then something happened to you and your oldest daughter passed away I seen it online but I sent my condolences to you but never heard back from you...
But I hope one day things will change between us but who the hell am I kidding only my stupid self you see..
I'm sorry all this ever happened between us girl...hell I can't even call you my sissy like always but just know I'm still your best friend and sister to...and I miss you and love you girl..
Dedicated To My Dear Friend Rodriguez
